December 2010
Day Twenty.
The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Dear Austin,
[Oh, jeez. Little warning. Days 20. 21. 22. 23. Will most likely be to the same person..] You didn’t break my heart. But, I let you in and you sure as hell made a mess out of it. I just hope somewhat each time you saw me after the drama that you felt what I felt. ‘Cause I don’t understand how you can tell me all of these...
Day Nineteen.
Dear Someone that pesters my mind—good or bad,
This letter is to the people that always pester my mind. The people that made me who I am today. The ones who made me cry. I was goood to all of ya’ll. -_- I gave you all chances. I let you into my life because you all seemed so genuine at the time. But, I was completely wrong. I have to thank you though. ‘Cause now I can move on from...
Day Eighteen.
Dear The person that I wish I could be,
I really don’t want to be like someone. But, I wish I could become a better person. I wish I didn’t have such jealousy. I wish I could move on from things. I wish I didn’t hold on to every little thing. I wish I wouldn’t doubt myself. I just wish I was more proud myself. Even though I believe I have nothing to be proud of. I just...
Day Sixteen & Day Seventeen.
I never finished that letter challenge. So, I’mma going to finish it. Hahaa. I’m going to do two letters today.
Dear Someone That’s Not In My State [Shelby],
Ah. Shelby you will probably never see this. But, I miss you. I wish you still lived in Florida. I miss talking to you. Ever since school started we just stopped talking. I feel that if you found out what I have been...
Day Thirty.
Your highs and lows of this month.
Highs..
Thanksgiving break.
Weeekends.
Sleeping.
Hanging with Nicole and Jesse.
Austin.
Lows..
Austin.
Report card.
School.
Day TwentyNine.
Goals for the next 30 days.
Move on. Just get over it. But, I want to have FUNFUNFUN! And just enjoy what is going on. No more moping around. Be happy about myself again. &Just be happy with the time I had and stop thinking about the negative part of it.
Day TwentyEight.
Something that you miss.
I miss last summer, A LOT. I just was opened to so many new things and experienced so many different things. I felt like I was actually living my life. I’ve just been so use to being a hermit crab and never going out. I just know its a summer I will always remember. I cried. I got mad. I had fun. I just am so thankful for it. And people helped me experience this....